Immortality – Barry Gibb (I love you, Barry)


So this is who I
And this is all I know,
And I must choose to live,
For all that I can give,
The spark that makes the power grow

And I will stand for my dream if I can,
Symbol of my faith in who I am,
But you are my only,
And I must follow on the road that lies ahead,
And I won’t let my heart control my head,
But you are my only
And we don’t say goodbye,
And I know what I’ve got to be

I make my journey through eternity
I keep the memory of you and me inside

Fulfill your destiny,
Is there within the child,
My storm will never end,
My fate is on the wind,
The king of hearts, the joker’s wild,
But we don’t say goodbye,
I’ll make them all remember me

‘Cos I have found a dream that must come true,
Every ounce of me must see it through,
But you are my only
I’m sorry I don’t have a role for love to play,
Hand over my heart I’ll find my way,
I will make them give to me

There is a vision and a fire in me
I keep the memory of you and me, inside
And we don’t say goodbye
We don’t say goodbye
With all my love for you
And what else we may do
We don’t say, goodbye



I see you [Leona Lewis/Avatar]

I see you
I see you

Walking through a dream
I see you
My light in darkness breathing hope of new life
Now I live through you and you through me
I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes
Breathing new life, flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
I live through your love

You teach me how to see
All that’s beautiful
My senses touch your word I never pictured
Now I give my hope to you
I surrender
I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes
Breathing new life, flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life, I offer my love, for you

And my heart was never open
(and my spirit never free)
To the world that you have shown me
But my eyes could not envision
All the colours of love and of life ever more

(I see me through your eyes)
I see me through your eyes
(Breathing new life, flying high)
Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
I live through your love

I live through your love
I see you
I see you

(I love this song, it’s like a mirror for my feelings)

A New Life [Jekyll & Hyde/Musical]

A new life,
What I wouldn’t give
To have a new life
One thing I have learned
As I go through life
Nothing is for free
Along the way!

A new start
That’s the thing I need
To give me new heart
Half a chance in life
To find a new part
Just a simple role
That I can play

A new hope
Something to convince me
To renew hope!
A new day
Bright enough to help me
Find my way!

A new chance
One that maybe has
A touch of romance
Where can it be,
The chance for me?

A new dream
I have one I know
That very few dream
I would like to see
That overdue dream
Even though
It never may come true! A new love Though I know there’s no
Such thing as true love
Even so,
Although I never knew love
Still I feel that one dream is my due!

A new world
This one thing I want
To ask of you world
Once before it’s time
To say Adieu, world
One sweet chance to
Prove the cynics wrong!

A new life
More and more I’m sure
As I go through life
Just to play the game
And to pursue life
Just to share it’s pleasures
And belong
That’s what I’ve been here for
All along!
Each days a brand new life!


No one knows who I am [Jekyll &Hyde/Musical]

Look at me,
And tell me who I am.
Why I am
What I am.

Call me a fool,
And it’s true I am.
I don’t know
Who I am.

It’s such a shame,
I’m such a sham.
No one knows
Who I am.

Once there were sweet possibilities,
I could see, just for me.
Now all my dreams are just memories,
Fated never to be.

Time’s not a friend, hurrying by.
I wonder who am I?

Am I the face of the future?
Am I the face of the past?
Am I the one who must finish last?

Look at me,
And tell me who I am,
Why I am
What I am.

Will I survive?
Who will give a damn,
If no one knows
Who I am?

Nobody knows -
Not even you -
No one knows who I am…




Memory [Cats/Musical]

Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan

All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember a time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

Every streetlamp seems to beat
A fatalistic warning
Someone mutters in the streetlamp gutters
And soon it will be morning

I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I musn’t give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin

Burnt out ends of smokey days
The stale, cold smell of morning
The streetlamp dies
Another night is over
Another day is dawning

Touch me
It’s so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You’ll understand what happiness is
Look, a new day has begun…….


Abgrund im Nirgendwo

Wenn die Liebe sich selbst verloren hat
irgendwo im Nirgendwo
schon längst vergangener Namen und Gestalten
wer findet sie
und holt sie aus dem Reich der Phantasie
des Wahnsinns
dann zurück?

Wer fängt sie auf im freiem Fall
zu bitterstem Erwachen
erspart den Sturz, den Schmerz, die Scham
rettet vor den Abgründen der Verzweiflung
der Verirrten
die sich aufgemacht haben in eine Finsternis
in der nichts zu finden ist
außer böse Träume?

Wenn die Liebe sich selbst verloren hat
wer findet sie und holt sie zurück ins Licht
und ins Leben?

Tu mir weh
damit ich weiß
das ich mich nicht verlaufen habe
und nicht alleine
im Dunkeln
in meinen tiefsten Abgrund laufe.

Ich liebe dich, du Verlor’ner und Verirrter
Und bin deshalb verzweifelt an mir selbst
und dadurch dann an dir.
Hilf mir, nicht an deiner Liebe zu ersticken
die ich wie die Luft zum Atmen brauche.


Written by C.



Darkness seems to be my way….
thrown back and forth
like a boat on an endless stormy sea
waves without light and no horizon.

I’m longing so much for warmth and sunshine
Sweet memories of a long forgotten time
laughter that seems so far a way
Like the echo of ancient centuries.

Children’s laughter, innocent and bright
playful thoughts on mindless days
opening my eyes to mornings
bathed in light and hope
feeling deep gratitude
of gods gift he had given me.

Where are those days gone by?
Which selfishness has haunted me
drove myself to hell
don’t realize the bad signs by the way
leading to eternal pain and endless tears?

Like a shadow following me
solitude tortures me through nights
which never seems to end
only with death, this sadest friend
this bleeding heart may find
its rest and peace. I thought.

No hope, the way goes on.
still searching for the sunlight
and forgotten happiness.
But…is there a shimmer in my night?
Could it be real that all this ends
united just in one thing I’ve never known alive?

I feel, what I’ve searched for life
all along in every corner of the world
confused, not finding, not knowing
what kind of endless painful longing
tore my heart and soul apart
Still, not believing, deep amazed….

Could it be true?
Was it the only way, to die?
That now i see this faint glow
of a rainbow in the skies of another heart?


Feed me with hope,
that my eternal night
can end forever now.

Am Ende des Anfangs

Am Ende
dann doch
immer nur du.
Wo auch sich ein Anfang findet
führen dann immer wieder
alle Wege
über alle Linien
von Haut und Haar und Augen und Stimme
von lachen und lieben
zu dir zurück.
Ist deine Berührung das letzliche
und das endliche.
Am Ende wirst du sein
der Weg
zu allem
wohin ich von Anfang an
bis zum Schluß
gehen wollte.
So warte ich.
Auf dich.


(2008) Written by C.


Only a dream

I dream

a long lost dream

of long lost ancient times

where dragons fly

and unicorns appeared at the far away horizon.

A dream

of heroes and hard times

where hopeless yearnings had been lost in a rough wind of circumstances.

A dream

of landscapes and oceans so wild and mighty.

A dream

of fights up to death and honesty

of loose and win without alternative.

A dream of true love behind frightened eyes.

A dream of blind proud and greed.

A dream

Beyond the shadows of centuries and eternity

of fading laughter, infinitely affectionate touch and unforgettable smiles.

But never forgotten in my immortal soul.

I dream

a dream of so much silent and lonesome tears

hidden from the world

rained down in my believing and sincere heart

scourged me through endless lonely nights and lifes.

After all, what we had gone through now -

all this pain, all this separation -

could you imagine now at last

to dream the final of my dream with me together??

Now. Just now. Finally.

Du bist die Stille

Du bist die Stille

Im Spiegel meiner Seele

Lag verborgen

Und gut verwahrt

Hinter deinen längst

Und lange schon

Geträumten Augen

Der Schlüssel und der Weg zu meinem Glück

Ohne dich, doch nie an dir vorbei

Zu mir und zu dir hin zurück.

Du bist die Stille

Der Morgentau

Das Abendrot

Dein Walgesang

War immer schon

Im Wind, im Regen

Und im Klang der Welt

In jedem Wort und jedem Wissen

Das meine Seele mit dir zusammenhält

Du bist die Stille

In der die Essenz aller Liebe und aller Wunder liegt.


Written by C.


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